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Just gonna scream for awhile
Mar. 5th, 2020 05:45 pmI really wanted to be positive today. It’s not been a great couple days. School’s been postponed again, with no opening date listed. I hope we can at least go back in May and get a few weeks to close out the school year. I left a stack of paperwork on my dining table, planning to review it so I could close out a unit when I got back from holiday. I’ll do what I can remotely, but ugh.
I’m stuck here for the foreseeable future, and I just...ugh. I am so grateful that my mom has room for me, that I’m not sleeping on a couch somewhere, but also, my family has no boundaries, especially my asshole brother, who comes over all the time. We need that separate-continent existence to keep a civil relationship. I mean, I love him because he is my brother, but he is a dick.
Then, okay, random FB friend added me to a group chat to go out and do something with two other high school randos, including the girl who had been my best friend from 7th grade until two years ago, when she ghosted me and blocked me on social media (except my new FB apparently) — I mean, the last time we interacted was when she brought a birthday present to my house, left it on my porch, did not knock, walked away in front of the plate glass window — so we could clearly see her — and she just left. Just, that was it. Oh, no, the last text message was because she had put off reading a book for her book club and wanted me to get it from my classroom library for her — that was four years ago?
ANYWAY. POSITIVITY.
I’m writing a modern AU Untamed series, just fluffy, happy boyfriends as I get inspired, and I wrote one about hot chocolate, and I love Mexican hot chocolate. I bought some Abuelita brand and I get to have some tonight! I love it so much! Mexican hot chocolate has lovely spices, and I just remembered that I have WHIPPED CREAM! Well, whipped “topping,” technically. Whatever. I’ll take it.
I’m stuck here for the foreseeable future, and I just...ugh. I am so grateful that my mom has room for me, that I’m not sleeping on a couch somewhere, but also, my family has no boundaries, especially my asshole brother, who comes over all the time. We need that separate-continent existence to keep a civil relationship. I mean, I love him because he is my brother, but he is a dick.
Then, okay, random FB friend added me to a group chat to go out and do something with two other high school randos, including the girl who had been my best friend from 7th grade until two years ago, when she ghosted me and blocked me on social media (except my new FB apparently) — I mean, the last time we interacted was when she brought a birthday present to my house, left it on my porch, did not knock, walked away in front of the plate glass window — so we could clearly see her — and she just left. Just, that was it. Oh, no, the last text message was because she had put off reading a book for her book club and wanted me to get it from my classroom library for her — that was four years ago?
ANYWAY. POSITIVITY.
I’m writing a modern AU Untamed series, just fluffy, happy boyfriends as I get inspired, and I wrote one about hot chocolate, and I love Mexican hot chocolate. I bought some Abuelita brand and I get to have some tonight! I love it so much! Mexican hot chocolate has lovely spices, and I just remembered that I have WHIPPED CREAM! Well, whipped “topping,” technically. Whatever. I’ll take it.
